See, I told you I was going to start a new beginning of the month thing too!!
Now, this is totally stolen off a poster I saw on Pinterest, but it applies to me so I am using it:
My December Promise…
I will keep eating right.
I will remember…this is my DREAM
I will continue to work through the pain.
I will keep SMILING.
I will wake up every morning DETERMINED to go to bed with satisfaction.
I will remind myself I am not alone.
I will drink more WATER.
I will push harder.
I will not give up. EVER.
And I will add to the ones on the poster:
I will sit down and breathe when it starts to become overwhelming.
I will not let her ruin what I foresee to be the best Christmas ever.
At the same time…
I will not punish myself for crying.