I know that waking up tomorrow morning is going to suck. I will wake up alone. No one laying next to me. The person who owns my heart will not be there to kiss me good morning and tell me they love me and wish me a happy birthday.
I know that I just took an extra long shower because I was afraid to turn the water off because I couldn’t stop the sobbing and didn’t want anyone to hear me.
I know that I hurt.
I also know that tomorrow morning I will wake up in a house where I am loved unconditionally.
I also know that Avery gave me shit this morning because tomorrow is my birthday and I won’t be home for the majority of it.
I also know that I will be spending the day with the most wonderful sister-friend that anyone would ever be able to imagine.
I also know that I will be seeing my idol, the wonderful Ms. Martha Stewart.
I also know that I am loved. Maybe not by everyone, but at least by everyone who is important.
I also know that I am not alone. I may feel lonely, but I know that just a phone call, text, or hallway away is so many different people who love me and would be by my side in a half a breath.
I also know that if you are reading this, I am thankful. I list you as a friend. Unless you come from one of two ip addresses, then I simply list you as a spy 😉